Read by Rob Halloway
Press Officer, Sussex.

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The Mafia in Sicily

 

There is a leaden oyster-coloured stone. It is a

            man's soul.

The giant holds the stone like a pearl balanced

            between heaven and hell.

The stone is an unwell son, or a sun over Sicily,

            or a poor

man's soul. It can be whatever the giant wills it

            to be.

The soul he holds should be a symbol asleep under

            the giant's thumb.

In the nightmare of nature there is a barren land,

            Sicily.

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Among the poor available sons who trembling await

            the giant's second coming

is one who is not the sort death approves, one of

            flesh as well as stone,

one heavy in my heart with heavy past loves - Sicily,

            the canvas of my close

 

family; a carcass slung under my liberty (I who

            have been asleep with giants

under the sides of their eternal quarrel would need

            diptheria

and poisoned water to hold the giant's tribe in throe.

            Infamous figures

they possess the Sicilian earth). The giant is

            paymaster to defeat

under the enrapturing poppy, a paradoxical prophet

            of stone atrocities

in a stony land of deep poverty; he belongs to the

            special torments,

this obese giant among the giants, unbending, quick,

            yet piscine

and roughly as pliable as molten metal or the metal

            stones.

 

All the poor available sons belong to the giant above

 

The soul is squamous where the giant holds it above

            my wrath

Useless, soiled. He puts it down. The giant holds

            the other sun up

in his webbed fingers like a blind stone. The stones

            of Sicily are blind.

Like me they've lost the light of the sun. Under

            water, blind to the light,

they've never begun. All that the giant despises we

            once nearly possessed

and loved, except the few who lie in the lush

            apocrypha

within the giant's colossal caves, black, fortunate,

            truly lowly

but not penurious. They are unworthy, asleep under

            the sensual giant

For the giant hates as he loves, furiously, and these

            are not giants.

 

But they are happy splashing about amongst the blood

            pools inside the caves,

happy as a slave is to evil, no longer dissembling

            or afraid under a marathon

calf slung carelessly where many confused Gullivers

            once travelled,

over the land of Sicily, under her seas, over these

            obscene dwarves.

in black suits. I watch them come, the gaint's

            crustaceans, out of the caves

and up the hill into our valley. The placentas

            weigh heavy, so why

do they come? They come to play in the valley.

            The valley seems lush.

the valley is barren so they go, womb-weary.

            Back in myopia against

the massive breast of the giant, this false god, blind

            to the light

of the sun, aborted foetuses they sleep peacefully

            counting bodies not sheep

nor fish. Blind to the light of the sun where the

            giant shall begin to create

more dwarves out of the fishes and symbols, they who

            have never begun

have lost Christ's light, the light of the sun. They

            too are the poor available

sons with the pitted teeth of australopithecus.

            Many men died on those teeth

which drip blood onto the great thigh of the giant

            of Sicily.

For centuries blood has stained this water, flesh

            pitted these teeth.

 

I searched desperately for diptheria. I was a giant.

 

 

 

 

in Adam's Apocrypha